have u ever heard of the “bulletproof musician?”my friend just started sending me their emails. i ask because remember i told u i was a bag of nerves (which is why i’m posting this under tensing up) before my lesson ? the last email addressed this from a psychologist on the juliard faculty. i thought that was interesting . he has a course but it cost a few hundred dollars. maybe it would help me. maybe it would also help me to want to do recitals.