I am also in the process of learning though with out an instrument myself at the moment. I watch videos and re-watch them I strive to not only learn as much as I can but to strengthen my memory that has been effected due to rheumatoid arthritis. So learning to read music might have to wait till I have some confidence in violin . I am lucky that I have a working musician brother on the east coast of Canada,he doesn’t play violin but just about every other stringed instrument . You need to figure how your learning style and work with that,the videos on this site will be good place and you can post videos of yourself playing ,adding any questions you might have right there. I know all the wonderful people here will help as much as they can. For myself I learn better in the beginning in my own. I believe you will do well because you are not afraid to ask. All the best!