My heart goes out to you and I cannot thank you enough for sharing, it is just what I needed to hear! Being able to share & receive feedback is extremely helpful and I feel better knowing that I am not alone in my challenges and knowing that I can use this forum for support is invaluable to me. I applaud your efforts and commitment to care for your little one and help her through the challenges of her senior years. I know how very difficult it can be and letting go is never easy so I wish you all the best during the time of transition. Hugs to you and your poodle and I’m sure she will hear your music over the Rainbow Bridge!